Sunday, July 22, 2007

Sinexizw na grafw se enoxlitika greeklish afou eimai se dimosio pc.

Kiriaki simera, o kairos itan kalos (auto simenei gkrizos me sinnefia alla xwris vroxes) kai eixame to prwino eleuthero na xekourastoume.. Apomenei mia vdomada stin kataskinwsi, meta 2 akoma meres pou den 3erw an tha tis perasw sto londino i sto cardiff kai meta spitaki mou.. ax.. niwthw kourasmeni simera, thelw na apovlakwthw mprosta se mia othoni kai na mi skeftomai tipota..

Xtes eixa mia sinesthimatiki empeiria.. Kathe animator exei ti diki tou mikri omada apo participants, peripou 10 atoma me ta opia kamnoume mazi tis drastiriotites. Xtes eixame misi wra na sizitisoume gia na gnwristoume kalitera kai ftiaxame o kathenas to timeline tis zois tou. To ti akousa.. Den to perimena apo 16xronous.. Milisan gia ta gegonota pou tous simadepsan, kai egw nomiza oti sta 16 tous xronia den tha eixan kati sigklonistiko na poun. O Orlen apo tin Alvania anefere os pio simantiko gegonos to oti otan xwrisan oi goneis tou metakomise me ton patera tou sto Kairo kai tote katalave poso poli tou aresei i xwra tou ki oti de thelei pote na zisei makria. Efige kai pige pisw.. I Viola apo tin Austria mas sigkinise diigwntas mas to pws pethane i nona tis kai oi goneis tis anelavan na megalosoun ta 3 orfana pedia tis kai sintoma meta apo auto metakomisan sti latiniki ameriki, stin kolomvia an den kanw lathos.. H Emy ezise dio xronia sti Gallia kai otan epestrepse stin Agglia eprepe na xanarxisei ti zoi tis apo to miden se mia poli pou den tis arese. H Cate, i punk tou group me ta mov mallia, moirastike to oti sto sxoleio ta alla pedia tin enoxlousan (bullying) enw o pateras itan se psixiatreio kai i mitera tis allaze tous antres san ta poukamisa.. I martina apo ti tsexia den eixe kati toso sigklonistiko, alla mas ekane na klapsoume milwntas mas gia tin kaliteri tis fili kai to oti xafnika eniwse na xanetai o kosmos otan stamatisan na miloun i mia stin alli.. H Filipa apo tin portogalia den mirastike tipota giati arxise na klaiei kai efige apo to dwmatio. Htan sinesthimatiko na akous oles tis istories.. den mporw na tis metaferw me leptomeries alla me ekanan na thelw na klapsw.. Vlepeis tous anthropous girw sou kai de mporeis na ipopsiasteis ti krivoun mesa tous, posa exoun zisei, an einai kala, an einai eutixismenoi..

Edw kai dio meres arxisame to paixnidi tou dolofonou, opou o kathenas prepei na "skotosei" kapion apo to group. Einai poli diaskedastiko. Oi kanones einai oti prepei na ton petixeis mono tou kai meta perneis to atomo pou prepei na skotosei ekeinos. Opote oloi prospathoun na apofigoun na meinoun monoi tous me kapion mipos kai einai autos o dolofonos tous. Epikratei mia elafria paranoia. Eutixws oi misoi exoun idi pethanei, opote iremisan ligo. Egw skotwsa 4 ws twra kai prospathw na parameinw zwntani pernontas 2 atoma mazi mou opou paw!

Akoma kati pou mou fanike polu endiaferon.. simera eixame dio 19xronous aitites politikou asilou, pou irthan na kanoun presentation on refugee subjects. H parousiasi perieixe tis proswpikes tous empeiries.. O Cave einai apo to Iran, einai stin Agglia edw kai 4 xronia kai aporriftike i etisi tis oikogeneias tou gia politiko asilo. Etsi de mporei na doulepsei kanenas tous kai zoun me evdomadiaio epidoma 35 lirwn.. Kanoun prosfiges sinexeia kai tous aporriptoun, giati mono to 20% ton etisewn egkrinete kathe fora.. Den exoun sxedon kanena dikaiwma kai kindinevoun na apelastoun ana pasa stigmi. O Cave den mporei na paei sto panepistimio mexri na tou anagnorisoun to status tou politikou prosfiga, oute mporei na doulepsei, etsi kanei ethelontismo se ena NGO pou voitha tous politikous prosfiges kai exei polles gnwseis kai empeiries panw sto thema.
H parousiasi itan apisteyta endiaferousa.. Teleutea arxisa na amfivallw gia to master pou dialexa, Human Rights, kata poso tha einai endiaferon i xrisimo stin kariera mou, an tha me voithisei.. Alla akougontas tin parousiasi tous eniosa oti eimai sto swsto dromo. H alithia einai oti i idea na kamw anthrwpina dikaiwmata gia master eirte pou to pouthena.. Pote en to eixa sta sxedia mou.. Apla vrika to internship, pali entelws tixaia kai aprogrammatista, kai meta skeftika ok, afou tha kanw to internship as kanw kai to master se auto to thema afou einai geniko kai vlepoume. Genikws sti zoi mou proxwrw sta tufla, xwris ena sigkekrimeno sxedio na me kathodigei. (nomizw oti auto itan pou eknevrize pio polu ton prwin mou sto xaraktira mou). Alla toulaxiston pros to paron oti ekana apo enstinkto i stin tixi den to metaniwsa.. Tha deixei stin poreia..

Paw na vrw tous mikrous twra, exoume national presenations. elpizw na mi skotwthw sto dromo!

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