Saturday, September 5, 2015

to the man I didnt love back.. Im sorry

I think of you sometimes, and I see clearly now that I have done you wrong..
Is 7 years later too late to say I'm sorry?
I look at our pictures from back then. How happy we seemed. How sweet you were. Why didnt I love you?
I didn't realize at the time... I didnt love you cause I didnt love me.
You gave me the tightest hugs, your sweetest smiles. You were there for me always. You were honest, you were vulnerable. You were crying when I left.
I treated you like an accessory. I took advantage of your love and left you when I didnt need you anymore.
I regret it. Saying Im sorry is too little too late.
I dont know if everything happens for a reason, but it gives me comfort that you are happier now, that you have the love you deserve.
I miss you sometimes, I miss the person you were, your stares, your smiles, your sense of humor. Are you still the same person?
Did I hurt you badly? Did I change who you were? Did our separation leave a mark on you?
You did change who I was, for the better. Your love made me stronger. I left you and I didnt look back for years. But now I know that I am who I am today, because of you. Because you loved me and believed in me and gave me everything. Your hugs, your smiles, your sense of humor, your unconditional love.
Its too late to say Im sorry...
Is it too late to say thank you?
With all my heart, thank you..

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