So the last time I wrote something was 10th of September.. seems like such a long time ago.. These past 3 months just flew by.. So much has happened and yet it feels like it all happened in the blink of an eye!

I moved house, and now Im happily settled in my new place... we already hosted two amazing parties and countless dinners and it seems like I've always been living here.. my life in Aglantzia is light years away..

I started my Masters and first semester is already on the brink of finishing.. I love being a student again, with all the stress and endless studying implied.. just being in the library feels good.. learning, reflecting, feeling the expansion of the self..

I fell in love and then I fell painfully out of it. It was like waxing, happened too quickly and the intense pain lasted a bit more than a second. But there's a burning scar there I don't know how to get rid of.

And now, almost Christmas again. A whole year has passed since my re-birth. I'm so different than who I was a year ago. And in such a different place. Feels like the fabric of life is being revealed to me. I feel like the Peter Pan syndrome is slowly going away. Im watching myself grow up and it kind of doesn't bother me anymore.

Im happier in my skin than I've ever been.

But I dont know why is it that I cry all the time.