I'm a working mum now.. still can't believe I have this whole new identity.. a working mum.. sometimes it feels easier than it sounds. But sometimes it feels like I'm missing out on too many things. If I could just get organized, life would be easier. If I could work just a bit harder, instead of trying to steal time to rest all the time. If I could take advantage of these five minutes here and there to wash the dishes, load the washing machine, pick up the crap that is inhibiting free walking around the house.. I should be doing one of these things right now, instead of trying to write about it on a post that I ll probably not finish anyway.

On the up side, I learned to appreciate the moments that feel like indulgence.. having an adult conversation, watching a movie from start to end, having time to write on my blog.. sipping a glass of wine while cooking... small pleasures that help me escape reality..

It's all good.. Somehow, days are going by in their own rhythm.. The pace is a lot faster now, but I can find a balance, or at least I can strike it sometimes.. Some days will be better than others.. some moments will still feel magical and unique.. no matter how exhausted I feel, I will somehow get the strength.. and I will keep going..